Surgery Day 7/31 8:46pm

We just got to see her, it's heart breaking. Omg I don't think I will sleep! I can't even explain how horrific it is. No mom should see her baby like that!!! She is stable but it's like seeing a bad horror film featuring my baby. I wish I had NOT seen her chest, it will haunt me forever. So heartbroken. I know lots of heart moms and my hats off to you, I had no idea how hard that was going to be. Hoping the next 72 hours passes quickly and her chest gets closed!!! I am weak compared to my daughter, that is strength to the core. Her team of doctors ARE gods! Believe is science. Wow.